— Are you cool with this? I don't wanna leave you high and dry.
— I've never been lower or wetter.
I've always felt no matter what we were going through no matter how painful things got if our feet found each other under the blankets even just the slightest connection it'd tell us we'd entered the demilitarized zone that we were gonna be okay, that we were still an "us."
A wrong is unredressed when retribution overtakes its redresser. It is equally unredressed when the avenger fails to make himself felt as such to him who has done the wrong.
The loudest silences are the ones... filled with everything that's been said... said wrong, said 300 times.
— Friends of yours?
— I may have unintentionally slighted some king or other.
... resentment is the mortar that holds the bricks of loneliness together in a wall of alienation and despair.
I don't remember the night she left, but I remember the morning after because you were trying to make me breakfast and you didn't know where anything was. <...> Well, I knew she'd come back because she'd left all her clothes, you know. She loved her clothes more than anything in the world. And I kept going into her room and checking on them. And then after a few months you suddenly said that we had to get rid of them all, so, I remember folding them all very neatly, and I kept hoping that there was going be, you know, a secret note or something that would be written for me, you know, just to me, telling me that she loved me, and explaining the secret magical reason why she had to go, you know? I mean, I still have this uncontrollable urge to just go up to people and say: «My mother left me, when I was seven». You know, as if that would explain everything. And I miss her. And I hate her. And I miss her. And I feel like I was on a train and it crashed or something, and no one came and rescued me.
I am a fucking machine fueled by the past,
Memory’s a memory until it’s a fact.
I can bury the hatchet and let some shit go,
But I got too many grudges to hold.
Saw a lot of people die in the end,
I never want to walk that road again,
Now I will never give up,
I don’t want to have it all,
I JUST WANT TO HAVE ENOUGH!
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