It is so hard to leave — until you leave. And then it is the easiest goddamned thing in the world.
Anywhere you go,
All roads still lead to.
It’s harder than you know?
To be led back to.
I couldn't take it, couldn't stand another minute
Couldn't bear another day without you in it.
All of the joy that I had known for all my life
Was stripped away from me the minute that you died.
To have you in my life was all I ever wanted
But now without you I'm a soul forever haunted
Can't help but feel that I had taken you for granted
No way in hell that I can ever comprehend this.
Never thought I'd have to retire
Never thought I'd have to abstain
Never thought all this could back fire
Close up the hole in my vein...
In a darkened room
Right beside the bed
There an empty suitcase waits 'til I leave again.
I try to fill it up
With things that feel like home
But no matter what goes in, I still feel alone
When I'm on my own.
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