Did you lose what won't return?
Did you love but never learn?
The fire's out but still it burns
And no one cares, there's no one there
Did you find it hard to breathe?
Did you cry so much that you could barely see?
You're in the darkness all alone
And no one cares, there's no one there
But did you see the flares in the sky?
Easier... to hurt people I love?
Easier to hurt people you don't... remember... loving.
You are a dog in the manger, Ander. You don't want to be with Patrick or me, but you are not happy if we move on without you. If I'm just a friend, and Patrick was just a hookup, why don't you let us do our own thing?
Now that you can't have me
You suddenly want me
Now that i'm with somebody else
You tell me you love me.
Father. You always call to say nothing in particular. You ask what i’m doing or where i am and when the silence stretches like a lifetime between us i scramble to find questions to keep the conversation going. What i long to say most is. I understand this world broke you. It has been so hard on your feet. I don’t blame you for not knowing how to remain soft with me. Sometimes i stay up thinking of all the places you are hurting which you’ll never care to mention. I come from the same aching blood. From the same bone so desperate for attention i collapse in on myself. I am your daughter. I know the small talk is the only way you know how to tell me you love me. Cause it is the only way i know how to tell you.
Through love, all pain will turn to medicine. And Jesus says, "Everything I can do, you can do." You know? He had a very human death. He's in labor, you know? And God never leaves him for a second. And that... You're just in a process. It's contraction and release and breath and peace, and, "Oh, no, here, it's back!" It's okay. Remember the last one? You contract and you constrict and then you release... and you breathe. And it's what heaven will be like.
Meistens ist es ganz egal wohin ich geh
Ich komm aus der gleichen Tur heraus
Diese Spielchen tun mir ziemlich weh.
You have forsaken
All the love you've taken
Sleepin' on a razor
There's nowhere left to fall
Your body's aching
Every bone is breakin'
Nothin' seems to shake it
It just keeps holdin' on.