Billie Eilish

You'd say you'd stay but then you'd run.

And let me crawl inside your veins.

I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
But when I wake up, I see
You with me.

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And you say, "As long as I'm here, no one can hurt you
Don't wanna lie here, but you can learn to
If I could change the way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you're here, they don't deserve you.

I tried to scream
But my head was underwater.

Just let me hold you like a hostage.

Quiet when I'm coming home, I'm on my own
I could lie and say I like it like that, like it like that.

The way I'm drinkin' you down
Like I wanna drown, like I wanna end me.

Where did you go?
I should know, but it's cold
And I don't wanna be lonely
Was hoping you'd come home
I don't care if it's a lie.

I should have known
I'd leave alone
Just goes to show
That the blood you bleed
Is just the blood you owe.
We were a pair
But I saw you there
Too much to bear
You were my life, but life is far away from fair
Was I stupid to love you?

Was I reckless to help?
Was it obvious to everybody else?

That I'd fallen for a lie
You were never on my side.

Your love feels so fake
And my demands aren't high to make
If I could get to sleep, I would have slept by now
Your lies will never keep, I think you need to blow 'em out.

Isn't it lovely, all alone.
Heart made of glass, my mind of stone
Tear me to pieces, skin and bone.

I can't afford to love someone
Who isn't dying by mistake in Silver Lake.